i can't continue.

i feel it going there again where i have to choose to be a friend or not...and i can't be your friend when i think of you as beautiful.
how do i think of you as not beautiful?
i can't
so i can't be your friend
unless your love is wider than i know
or you want to be with someone who has no dreams
or future
or a life

no, you don't want that.
you've got it good
even if you dont think so.
stay where you are.
dont come over here.
this is quicksand over here