i will not stumble in the mud of breathless iloveyous

and i will lay here
in the thisbroken place
until they come for me
but you will not
you will stand
crying
at the edge of this ocean
and watch
---
when did this
become a problem
why
when did you become
important
because this was over
before you ever existed
bent
spent over
more than anyone expected
more debt
more waste
no one could have imagined
but i will roll it up
in a package
and in the end
fail
and it will seem to be
the rightest thing
the most natural
'we always knew'
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