burn

Ever wake up in the middle of the night and see everything with such brutal clarity it's like being kicked in the chest? After decade on decade on decade in which the net result is exclusion, rejection, then finally open contempt and hatred, one tends to question one's value. Perhaps it is time for a wholesale reevaluation of everything. Everything. Every possession, every endeavor, every relationship, every decision. Ironically, it seems that it is those who need most deeply to be accepted and to make a difference that deal with the most rejection and apathetic response to their influence. The circle grows ever smaller until finally all have evaporated. Everything is for sale and what doesn't sell will burn.